Just so you know…

22 Jan 2011 No Comments

kawaii.nicole09@yahoo.comPosted under Uncategorized

I don’t care if you like me or not, as long as you don’t bug me. We’ll get along fine

I hate those people who pretends to be “others” just to fit in. so immature.  (just so you know, what makes you different, makes you beautiful ) I don’t really look at the “external beauty” I’m more on the “internal”. yeah, you’re beautiful, but guess what,beauty fades.

Every person is beautiful in their own ways but it’s up to them how’ll they show it. No one is ugly, because I believe that ‘Everyone is handsome and beautiful , except for the eyes of the insecure.

I hate guys who think they’re ALL THAT. Not because you guys make us drool, doesn’t mean we give you the rights to hurt us.  and you whore, just because he’s drop-dead gorgeous , you should give him your everything , I’m talking about “that”.

Guys who truly love you , doesn’t need to unbutton your shirt just to have a better view of your heart. (REMEMBER THAT) and just so you know, you don’t even know if you’ll end up as a couple and yet your giving him your everything? Oh please. Get a life. but you know what? I can’t really blame you, you love him , so you trust him. I completely understand that. I just hope you’re doing the right thing, I don’t want you to end up like those teenage mom on MTV, and anything like that.

Visible Angel.

29 May 2010 No Comments

kawaii.nicole09@yahoo.comPosted under L.O.V.E :]

I suddenly decided to listen to one my fave song of TOKIO HOTEL , monsoon.


I held my breath, my stomach turns upside down. I was about to cry. My stomach hurts.  I think I’m gonna throw up .

I suddenly remember, i felt this way before, I just cant recall.


and then I remembered.


It was also the same feeling I felt when I first saw BILL KAULITZ.

for me, he’s an angel in disguise . God’s masterpiece. Born to be a loved, admired, adored.


For the time I first saw him (not personally) I felt drawn to him , like I knew him for a long time.

but, I was absolutely sure that it was the first.


He’s gorgeous, good-looking , angel-like creature.


It’s not the only reason why I loved him and still loving him.

I’m mean looks can be deceiving but there’s something more.

there something in him,that calms me,  that touch my heart, making me love him more and more each day.


I’ve never love someone like this before. I know this may sound ridiculous but,

for me  its like I’ve never been in love .

It’s like he’s my first love and probably my last.


I’m blinded by his beauty.

I was starstruck by his uniqueness.

and have been addicted by his sweetness .


as long as he’s happy. I’ll deal with the consequences.

<3

Secretive Friend.

29 May 2010 No Comments

kawaii.nicole09@yahoo.comPosted under Me , Myself and I :]

I know how it feels when the one you cared for is being secretive with you.

but because you don’t want to interfere with her life, you just let her .

but what if because of HER, being so secretive, its starting to affect your friendship ?  maybe on my part.


okay, why am I saying this ? because this situation is currently affecting my relationship to one of my close friend.

She send me a text message . actually its a group message. anyway,  there, she’s talking about her BF. as in boyfriend , a lover.

Im shocked because she never tells me about it. I haven’t even heard from her that someone is already courting her. (actually I heard it first from her younger brother, but didn’t paid much attention to it , thinking that she’ll be the one to open it up . but she never did. )

this isn’t the first time.  but for me, this will be the last time.


so,

as a caring friend would react, i confront her.

telling her , that I’m so sick of her being secretive.

that all i want is , HER to care just a little bit of my feelings.

that I, her friend , wanna know that she’s trusting me enough , to tell me something bout her, telling me what is happening in her life right now, checking on me to see if I’m okay, updating me to the things bout her life right now  , but she doesn’t seem to care.


she said she’s sorry.


but do you know what hurts most?

she said it’s up to me , whether I accept her apology or not.

as a friend, it hurts. because I’m expecting her to say so sorry that she’ll change , that she will make it up for me.

but  she didn’t.  her ego is far too big.


truly, expecting too much can lessen your confidence.


I don’t consider this as a quarrel , more of misunderstanding maybe.

but, how can we work out with our friendship when she doesn’t even care?

should we let go of our friendship, after all that we’ve been through, or should I ?


I realized that when you really care for something, you’ll find a way just to know if it’s fine or not.

even when there are many hindrance.

97 Facts ’bout me :))

29 May 2010 No Comments

kawaii.nicole09@yahoo.comPosted under Me , Myself and I :]

WHAT WAS YOUR:

1. Last beverage: coke .
2. Last phone call: my niece.
3. Last text message: my girl, TRIXIE.
4. Last song you listened to: Kissin U by miranda cosgrove.
5. Last time you cried: I really can’t recall when and why :) ).

HAVE YOU EVER:

6. Dated someone twice: nope :)
7. Been cheated on: don’t give a damn. :]
8. Kissed someone & regretted it: haha!
9. Lost someone special: yes.  my precious GRANDMA.
10. Been depressed: yep.
11. Been drunk and threw up: not yet :) )

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:

12.brown
13. baby green.
14. purple.

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2010)

15. Made a new friend: yep  :D
16. Laughed until you cried: not yet!
17. Met someone who changed you: YAH.!!! its my billy.
18. Found out who your true friends were: yes.
19. Found out someone was talking about you: not yet.
20. Kissed anyone on your friend’s list: mm?.. oo. xD! girls ONLY.
21. How many people on your friends list do you know in person: almost everyone.
22. How many kids do you want to have:maybe 3.
23. Do you have any pets: I want some, but don’t own one.
24. Do you want to change your name: only my surname. i want it to be ‘ KAULITZ.
25. What did you do for your last birthday: party.. yea.
26. What time did you wake up today:10:30 ?
27. What were you doing at midnight last night: watching SPONGEBOB SQUAREPANTS :) )
28. Name something you CANNOT wait for: meeting BILL KAULITZ personally, and marry him!
29. Last time you saw your Mother: she’s with me right now. :) )
30. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: nothing. I like the way I am right now.
31. What are you listening to right now: actually, to the annoying sound of our vacuum cleaner.
32. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: nope.
33. What’s getting on your nerves right now: no one . at this moment :)
34. Most visited webpage: TOKIOHOTELPILIPINAS.COM, TOKIOHOTELAMERICA.COM, FACEBOOK.
35. Whats your real name: Rafaela Nicole Francisco- Kaulitz.
36. Nicknames: raffy. nicky. nickypotpot, rubi.
37. Relationship Status: SINGLE.
38. Zodiac sign: LEO.
39. Male or female: female. ;]
40. Elementary: NSDAPS. lame.
42. College: maybe LYCEUM.
43. Hair colour: natural black.
44. Long or short: long.
45. Height: too confidential. haha. 5 flat.
46. Do you have a crush on someone?: YESS. wanna know who? its BILL KAULITZ. actually I’m more of being obsessed with him.
47: What do you like about yourself: bubbly, frank (in the right place and at the right time.) SWEET.
48. Piercings: ears.
49. Tattoos: nope.
50. Righty or lefty: right.!

FIRSTS :

51. First surgery: too confidential. hha.
52. First piercing : ears .
53. First best friend: I almost forgot, besides, they’re hypocrites.
54. First sport you joined:SPORTS IS LAME.
55. First vacation: baguio ?.
56. First pair of trainers: I don’t give a damn.

RIGHT NOW:

57. Eating: nothing..
58. Drinking: nothing..
59. I’m about to: sleep .
60. Listening to: myself saying.. “someday , you will be my husband. BILL KAULITZ.”
61. Waiting for: BILL KAULITZ of course.

YOUR FUTURE :

62. Want kids?: yep. of course.
63. Get Married?: yep. to BILL KAULITZ.
64. Career: Fashion Designer

WHICH IS BETTER :

65. Lips or eyes: for me, EYES.
66. Hugs or kisses: BOTH.
67. Shorter or taller: taller.
68. Older or Younger: younger.
69. Romantic or spontaneous: ROMANTIC.
70. Nice stomach or nice arms: nice tummy.
71. Sensitive or loud: sensitive.
72. Hook-up or relationship: relationship.  of course.
73. Trouble maker or hesitant: hesitant. ::)

HAVE YOU EVER :

74. Kissed a stranger: no way and never.
75. Drank hard liquor: yep.
76. Lost glasses/contacts: yep. several times.
77. Sex on first date: NO and never.
78. Broken someone’s heart:haha. dunno.
79. Been arrested: n0pe.
80. Turned someone down: yep , but feel bad.
81. Cried when someone died: yep . hate it when someone dies .
82. Fallen for a friend: yep.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

83. Yourself: yess.
84. Miracles: yep , with God nothin’ is impossible.
85. Love at first sight: yes.  Bill also believes in LAFS
86. Heaven: yess.
87. Santa Claus: hideous but yes. haha
88. Kiss on the first date: it depends.
89. Angels: Yes.  is Bill Kaulitz counts ?

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:

90. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: sadly, yes. but, never do it ever again.
91. Did you sing today: yes.
92. Ever cheated on somebody?: yes.
93. If you could go back in time, how far would you go: dunno.
94. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be: MY BDAY.
95. Are you afraid of falling in love: not really, but scared of falling for someone who wouldn’t catch me. :(
96. Posting this as 100 truths: hahaha.
97. Love yourself: yep. love myself for loving  BILL KAULITZ . <3

PAST.PAST.PAST

15 May 2010 No Comments

kawaii.nicole09@yahoo.comPosted under Me , Myself and I :]

<3 Early this mornin’,

I decided to open one of my profile (the one I haven’t used for a loooooong loooong time)

Anyway,  as i open it,

i just remember , how I used to be back then.

INNOCENT.

CHILDISH.

IGNORANT.

etc. tccccht.

It’s not that I don’t like the way I was before,

It’s just that..

I’ve changed alot. that I almost forgot ,

what I am before.

and I sooooo like the way I’ve changed,

the way I am right now,

how it changed my point of views when it comes to..

LIFE.

FAMILY.

and

LOVE

( Bill Kaulitz , remember ? )

haha. <3<3<3

” The Almost-Perfect Guy ” BILL KAULITZ

26 Dec 2009 No Comments

kawaii.nicole09@yahoo.comPosted under L.O.V.E :]

“]My Billy :]

My Billy :

<3BILL KAULITZ :) )

You know him, eh ?

I know you do . haha

Birth Name
  • Bill Kaulitz-Trümper


Trade Mark
  • His hair.
  • His dark eyeliner.

‘ For me , He’s  the almost-perfect guy on earth. :) )

QUOTES

On love and his ideal girl: <3<3<3

“I love it when a girl has a great look, nice nails and a beautiful skin. And then, especially, that they are positive and playful. I don`t like one night stands. I truly believe in true love, a love that you only find once in a lifetime…if you have the chance. Because I think that many people never find it, which is very sad… I`ve already met girls, I`ve already fallen in love. I know what it`s like to have a flash for someone and the butterflies on your belly, but I still haven`t found love with a big L.”

( Well , Someday you’ll find the RIGHT GIRL for you . Who will also love you with all of her heart . Hopefully, that girl would be ME :) ) )

“The first thing I notice about a girl, is her hands. I like girls with nice hands. … And she must be spontaneous as well.”

( Who doesn’t like girls with nice hands ? . Tch , silly Bill .)

“If I could do this for the rest of my life, if I could make my living with writing and composing songs – that would be … the best thing ever.”

( But when you fall INLOVE , I assure you that LOVE is the BEST FEELING EVER in the HARD AND PAINFUL WAY. )

“No matter how sick she is or how bad she’s looking at the moment, you still see her as the most beautiful person in the world. And if youre really in love, you dont care about all the other girls that are standing in line for you. You dont want another night with any person. You just want her.”

( So, I can say that I’M INLOVE … with you . )

<3 ” ICH LIEBE DICH MEIN SCHATZ ,BILL KAULITZ - I LOVE YOU MY TREASURE, BILL KAULITZ ” <3

TRIVIA

  • With twin brother Tom Kaulitz a member of Tokio Hotel.

  • Was voted “most annoying German in 2006″ by the viewers of TV network ProSieben (27 December 2006).

  • Was a candidate in the first season of “Star Search” (2003) (category “Junior”). But in the quarter-final he was defeated by Oliver Bruton.

  • Trilingual: German, English, and French.

  • His parents divorced when he and his brother were 7 years old.

  • His step-father owns a music school called, “Rock’s cool”.

  • Favorite musicians are Nena, Green Day, Coldplay, Keane and Placebo.

  • Likes Gothic fashion.

  • Translated all his German songs to English for his band’s English album.

  • His mother is a freelance tailor.

  • He is 10 minutes younger than twin brother, Tom Kaulitz.

  • He and his brother, Tom, do not have middle names.

  • Enjoys peppermint tea.

  • His first concert he ever attended was Nena.

  • Favourite food is Pasta.

  • Is best friends with his twin brother.

  • Had to undergo surgery to remove the cyst in one of his vocal chords. (March 2008).

  • One of his favorite television programs is Prison Break.

  • His good friend is Andreas, who is also the president of Tokio Hotel’s fan club.

How do I FEEL and THINK about him ?

As I said ,  I LOVE HIM .

He is my inspiration .


ME ! ME! ME !

25 Dec 2009 5 Comments

kawaii.nicole09@yahoo.comPosted under Me , Myself and I :]

happyyyy :) ,

Finally,

I’ve decided to create a blog . My OWN blog . Considering it as my online diary .

Anyway,

My full name is RAFAELA NICOLE FRANCISCO

I’m  from PHILIPPINES

and I LOVE SURFING THE NET !

P.S  :

YOU DON’T KNOW ME SO DON’T JUDGE ME !

I HATE POSER , LIARS  ,INSECURE . so , if your one of that then GET THE HELL OUT OF MY PAGE !